DILY? 2

I’m tryna jump in

and feel everything

but also protect myself

and shield myself

from the wind

and all these things

that fly into me

cause i catch them all

and make the apart of me

like fucking iron on patches

or stickers

or tatts, just inked in

for as long as they might want to stay

and maybe that’s why I’m so scared to say it

I don’t want to give you myself

incase you take it

and then soon enough

you walk away

from it

but I also don’t want to approach this

being scared because of

something else that happened

when I was younger

and dumber

and less prepared

and was with somebody that

maybe wasn’t fair

somebody that did not know how to give me the care

and love and affection that I need

and

you are so open

and honest with me

you don’t need me to be anything

except me

and that’s the person you want to see

you have no shame in showing me

and telling me that you’re interested in me

and that you want to see me

and that you miss me

and the gratitude you show for me

is something like a dream

something i’ve never seen

I’ve never experienced something

so easy and so clean

but so full of power

and strength

if feels like i am being wrapped and doused in paraffin

and set elite

my skin isn’t being penetrated

but it just might

and I feel you

I feel the warmth

I feel the fire

I feel everything

I feel your desire

I feel the purity

you are so pure to the core

I want to dig deeper

I want more

I want get closer

I want to score into you

and I want you to bleed upon me

i want you to need me

I want to need you

but I’m scared as fuck

and you told me you were scared too

and fuck, I wish us good luck

I don’t want to put pressure on anything I just want you

I want to experience you

I want you.